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[Dec. 14th, 2009|10:41 am] |
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jesus christ it's my first day on sport and entertainment and i'm currently switching between three computers, also about to bluff my way through a racing story. FFSFSGTFOASRGJHNIGOsr. |
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[Dec. 14th, 2009|08:06 am] |
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I can't help but complain about something that has been eating me up for ages. Don't you just hate it when one of your supposed friends becomes a complete "try-hard" (for lack of better words..?)
I went to a festival over the weekend and was hoping fervently that one of my friends would have STOPPED trying to be someone he isn't. Now I occasionally like to enjoy my "happy time substances" at festivals, and when I experience these things I like to capture the moment, the visuals, the lighting, the giddiness and the laughter all rolled into one. It doesn't help my mood when someone is constantly trying to slap my arm and remark on every single little detail when they are on a trip as well. I have put up with this sort of annoyance for the past 3 festivals I had been to, and had told him to stop trying too hard and always saying how he is always "tripping over this" and "Tripping over that". Seriously. If you are encapsulating the moment, then wouldn't you be incapable of TALKING at all?
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Is it just me over reacting and becoming cranky and antisocial at the same time? Vicky told me that it was perfectly normal to become antisocial during these experiences and that I wasn't merely being a bitch.
It wasn't the only thing I was annoyed at with the annoying friend. He had complained countless times of missing his girlfriend who had moved back home to Korea, but then every bloody week he would be sleeping with another girl who he always talked about like she was a piece of meat! I simply cannot stand by and say NOTHING to the Korean girlfriend. It eats me up inside not being able to tell her everything, but I think that the bubble is about to snap and I know for certain that she will NOT appreciate being lied to and cheated on. It's disgusting and is a perfect example of someone having double standards. He will always crack the shits if there is any hint of any male coming near her, and will forbid her to see or speak to her male friends for fear of being cheated on. This is the most disgusting behaviour in my eyes, especially when he turns around and fucks every bloody moving thing then complains about how he is pining for her and how he needs to see her etc etc BLAH BLAH BLAH i'm so fucking over it.
The whole attitude to tripping and cheating is fucking getting on my nerves and I've already given him a slight lecture in the recent past about his substance abuse and thinking that it is cool. I feel completely embarassed about a friend and I shouldn't have to feel this way. I was told that he was a complete TRY HARD who had an ANNOYING outlook on everything. I cannot stand to see a friend become a complete dweeb/jerkface/chauvinistic womaniser etc etc...I have just messaged him to tell him we need to have a big talk and that I will be calling him after work. I have to figure out what to say to him. |
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[Dec. 11th, 2009|01:19 am] |
With the holiday season en route, I think it's about that time to post my Christmas wishlist, which I honestly had to rack my brain to come up with because I don't expect or want much this year. (And I just ended up relisting gifts that I wanted for my birthday.) Really, I'd prefer to be visiting Philadelphia with my family for the holidays. But, I'm still kinda the new girl at work, and I didn't think it would be right to put in a notice for vacation time when I haven't been there long enough to request two weeks off. So, here's what will fill the void of not being able to enjoy an 18-hour trip up North, family get-togethers, and a Philly feast of cheesesteaks and Tastykakes.
( Bing, whistle a Christmas tune for me. )
Steven is making Granny (not his, someone's Mawmaw on the internet) banana bread with walnuts, cinnamon, and applesauce (I told him to add that for a baked apple flavor). I keep walking by the oven to take a peek inside and breathe in the luscious scent of the loaf baking. /end Publix commercial...
( Happy mouths ) |
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[Dec. 11th, 2009|01:05 pm] |
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Note to self: Drinking three king browns of Coopers Red before drinkin' and slam-dancing at Bodyjar will make Friday pretty unbearable. |
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